It’s been a pretty interesting day if I’m completely honest with you. I’ve got this dull ache in the right side of my head… It’s been there all day. I’ve felt a bit detached from everything and as if detaching myself for a few months would be a welcome relief.
Bit of a blog rant…
I’ve been planning a trip next year for myself… Just myself! It’s the only selfish thing I’ve been doing in a while! Even the TV show (Game Of Thrones) I’m watching is for my best friend, but she’s right. I do quite like it! It’s funny, in a dark comedic kind of way.
To relax my mind and do something for myself I decided (ironically, it’s still helping someone else) to take Bingo for a long walk. We went to Holland Park and had a cuddle, a sit down and watched everyone playing on their phones ignoring the beautiful surroundings of the park.
Can you see, in this photo all the people (who I tried to crop out) are playing Pokemon! I’d say 90% of the people in the park were playing on their phone… I used to come here to relax away from technology and daily life, but now even that’s caught up with me.
The one selfish thing I’m really looking forward to is the weekend, less than 48 hours away… Someone pretty special gets back from a long trip and I can’t wait to see them! That’s something I’ve been looking forward too since I said goodbye to them back in July!
My lovely father came up to London! We had a quick coffee and sorbet ice cream lunch! I’ve been very lucky with my family really… We’ve been dealt a lot of difficult situations in life, but I’ve been told by a lot of people I’ve got a wonderful family and I’m sometimes too kind and forgiving for my own good… Which is in many ways, a wonderful trait to have! I’ve decided though to say no more and be 100% myself instead of holding back on my thoughts and desires… So if I desire to go away for a weekend trip alone I will. If I don’t want to go out, I’ll say no. That way I never get stressed!